I was posting pictures and updating Tom's Thursday visit when Tom Skyped me.
He was told that my blog sounds as if I am unable to type a post on here or get out of bed.
And that my blog sounds as if I am unable to care for all that I do. Possibly not being able to care for the new boys also.
From what I recall, I only wrote how hard it is to do this. Not that I can't or I am unable.
I tell the truth here- things like- yes our adult kids don't help me. And yes it would be great if some of my bloggy buddies lived closer to help. And yes this is NOT easy. But I have done it for over 36 years. I don't know how to do anything else.
And yes, prayers were answered on a day I was extra tired and wondered if I'd get Isaiah's virus/fever after being up all night with him. And worried about catching MA's tummy virus. I do get weak when I'm tired, don't you?
And yes I have been busier than usual- fund raising non-stop and selling things on ebay. Answering tons of new e-mails from really nice new people. I am on the computer waaaay too much raising every penney I can for my 3 boys!
Y'know someone seems to have it out for me. And I guess that's just part of the bloggy world. Someone doesn't like my opinion, and gets a bee in their bonnet. I have had to cut back on some of my computer groups to spend more time with family and fund raising. We still need $10,000.00. Yesterday 2 auctions closed out but I lost a buyer. That hurt.
Sometimes satan isn't the reason for division, sometimes it is us. Something we do that intentionally hurts another person-and we can't blame our actions on satan. I know I sin, no matter how hard I try not to.
Recently I had confided heart felt things to a group of women I thought I could trust. Now I don't know who to trust. It's a sad day for me. If the intent was to hurt me. I have been hurt. I still pray nothing but good for whoever you may be.
To those of you who have supported us through thick and thin. We LOVE you more than words can say.
YOU are the wind beneath our wings!
God Bless you!
Now I will resume my normal blogging, I just had to get that off my chest.